Thursday, June 30, 2005

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Monday, June 27, 2005

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Thursday, June 23, 2005

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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

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Monday, June 20, 2005

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Sunday, June 12, 2005

Oh no! Mary Kate and Ashley may be splitting up...

Like I give a fuck...

This is some ignorant shit....

I fucking hate R. Kelly. Another child molesting piece of shit. The hallmark of his ignorance has now been produced. The song " Trapped in the closet" which is a 5 part song. Read the lyrics, there's a link here. This shit is undescribable. This is somthing that no artist could pull off who hasn't already "made it." The basic story is about R. Kelly fucking around on his girl and how everyone else is screwing around too. He also puts his usual"appeal to christianity" in there too, with part 2 of the song featuring a gay minister. Now once you read the lyrics, to full apprieciate ( and understand why I think this is one of the most ignorant pieces of music ever produced) the music you have to listen to it in it's complete form. R. Kelly is out of touch with reality. He paints the picture of a self absorbed sex addicted "black alpha male". He has a way of utterly making me sick. It seems in his music he's trying to cram as many self affirming facts of his "thuggishness" his "wealth" and his "sexual power" and then sprinkle his "relationship with God" and his "sense of being a "real man" as he possibly can. A DJ at a black radio station summed it up perfectly. He once said " It's funny how the black community will stand behind a brother who's accused of child rape, but let that same brother cost us money and they all start hating'" This is after R. Kelly had dropped out of some concert dates and screwed over some fans. These same fans were behind him 100 percent on his statitory rape case. But is taking a good solid piss on an underaged girl really rape? I mean all he got CAUGHT doing was peeing on the girl's face. Oh but he's an "artist". Let him piss on whoever he wants. Especially if she's white. I head these ignorant jealous black women calling in talking about how any white girl R. Kelly raped deserved it for being "after their men". Funny how black folks can get away with saying some of the most ignorant , racist hate filled statements and always be justified in it. If a white guy said somthing like that ... OH my God he'd be declaired the next Hitler. Say an underaged black boy had a huge dump taken on him by , say Brittney Spears. And then a white guys said " Oh well that's what he gets for trying to fuck a blonde chick" he'd have race riots to deal with. Oh well...

Saturday, June 11, 2005

If you don't know by now...

If you have any doubts in your mind Brittney Spears is anything other than an ignorant piece of white trash, just watch her show. All she talks about is fucking. But yet she would probably call a professional adult industry guy like me a piece of shit. She is such an obvious redneck idiot. Just watch. You'll see. The shit is on TV today. She has this stupid saying " they can take everything away from you but you truth. Can you handle my truth? " The TRUTH is, if you actually watch a lot of celeberties outside of their usual shit and they are being themselves, you'll realise how ignorant and undeserving most of them are of the money they make. Think about it. This is just a slutty, stupid girl who can dance and dress like a whore. Yet she deserves "fame" and "respect" of an entertainer. Why? I know thousands of women who look better than her who dress like sluts who have a lot more going on upstairs who are not afforded the same respect. The average "bimbo" walking down the street with dd boobs doesn't get looked at as "talented" or "an artist". I got no problem with women who look good, or use their sexuality to a degree. What I don't get is the "respect" factor that some women get. Brittney isn't doing anything your average stripper doesn't do every night. For far less pay. Keep ojn doing what you do Brittney, just admit it's pure sluttery , don't try to sell your "innocence" or " artistic merit". You're just another little slut, using your vagina to contol the situation, Nothing more, nothing less. You are not a "godess" or anything more. I guess the thing that irritates me is not THE WAY she is making her living, just the fact that MORE IMPORTANCE is being put on her ideas, hopes , beliefs and dreams. Why do people actually take her seriously about anything other than advice on "how to be a successful slut" ? That's the problem. Once someone gets famous, no matter how ignorant, how trashy, how uniformed, stupid ass people actually LISTEN to these idiots. I just wish Brittney Spears would say " Look, I'm just a stupid little whore, my mom nourished the little whore in me and raised me to use it to make money. That's all I am. Please don't admire me, take advice form me (other than advice on being a whore)So please enjoy looking at my gash..." THAT would actually make me have a LOT more respect for her. I have NOTHING AGAINST WOMEN WHO USE SEX , Just somthing against those who lie about it. Just because a woman likes sex doesn't make her a whore. A whore uses sex to make a living. I used sex to make a living. I like sex. I'm a "male whore". No problem with that aspect. But I also developed other aspects of my life. I have intellegence. I pay attention to the world around me. I don't try to paint myself as a role model in any sense other than the things in my life I do correctly. And no one thinks of me as more important than I am. Most celeberties I've met since I've been in the adult business have been fucking assholes. That's all I have to say about this shit. Just watch the show and see what I mean. And think about it...

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I'm going to try and write some more. Audio blog is still down for the count and I'm assuming it may never be back up again. Today I got some great news. A guy who helped cause many of my career difficulties has finally been dealt with. He was terminated from a club he had told folks he owned for years. He was just a GM. I love how there are people who are total assholes, who can't run a business for shit, who still get credit from those who they've fucked over. Simply because they still got the job and folks may need them for somthing. If this termination sticks, I can't wait to hear people dropping out like flies to talk shit and finally tell the truth about this piece of shit. Oh well, the idiot that actually took my old place who was his "apprentice" is still in power. He's getting a divorce now, but he still hasn't lost his career which I hope will come soon. I want to see the destruction of all my enemies before I die. Funny thing is , I've spent my life helping others, being there for my employees and friends and family, yet I have more enemies than those who continually fuck others over and are self centered. A good friend of mine bragged to me how he had no enemies. When he became successful, all of the sudden he turned around and had enemies he never knew he had. They say when you have money or power you have shallow friends. I say shallow friendships and deep enemies. Then the shallow friendships usually dissolve into deep enemies as soon as they aren't getting what they expect to from you. Now that I'm more of a "consultant" than a guy running things, I have even less folks who feel they can use me. I still have influince over many situations. I just don't let that be know as much. I've gotten older. I know what I can do, I have nothing to prove to the idiots. there are a few folks out there who tell me they miss the way I did business. many of them are tired of the political backstabbing that's taken the place of my more straightfoward , honest "love me or hate me" style of running shit. Nowdays someone can be terminated in the club industry, and the person who holds the knife always plays the old " I did everything I could" bullshit. Just to create doubt. Then the person who was done wrong never really knows the truth. Those who fuck over others in "stealth mode" usually equate this style with achieving power. I myself say " FUCK IT, if you did wrong you did wrong, if you're not fufilling the needs of the business and don't bring anything to the table then you need to know so you can either 1) straighten up and do better, go elsewhere OR 2) find a profession you're better suited for. Those idiots who are teminated and not told the truth are flooding the industry with more folks who have no clue.They go up the street and get a job at another club, where they play the same political games themselves. Now the "inmates" run the prison. The "trick" customer attitude now runs the business. The main problem with someone being straighfoward with someone in a termination nowdays is because they actually fire someone who doesn't fit into the category of a person who deserves to be fired. How can you tell someone they did wrong when the firing is strickly pollitical? Funny thing is , when I was called on to do a "pollitical firing" ( and usually the cowards at the club would always try to make me the bad guy , let me do the firing so they don't get "hated") I would tell the truth. I would say " It's politics, and you are in a position, whether your fault or no, to be involved in a pollitical firing". When I worked for a corporate strip club chain 90 percent of the terminations were pollitics. Those who needed to be fired always had some sort of "leverage". When an owner creates this sitaution, his business suffers, and is run by bootlicking subserviant asskissers. Original thoughts and ideas are thrown out, because it may "offend" the "big" boss. The ego of one drug addicted corporate loser I used to work for is so large no one can even suggest anything to make the business run smoother. This guy knows everything. Folks listen to him and kiss his ass when he walks in the club. So he assumes that things go that smoothly when corporate presence isn't there. He has never run clubs day to day. He never puts up with the negative shit we had to deal with. It's all simple to him ,because he's never been in that position. And he won't even try to put himself there mentally, because he's "above it". Just becuase someone has money or success doesn't mean they are smart. If I would have peddled drugs in my clubs, hell, I'd probably own a few by now too. I did it the right way. Meanwhile a dope pusher with a low IQ ends up buying out someone and assumes he knows his shit simply because he sis OK selling dope. Oh well, maybe there are a few folks who do it right who will succeed. Hey look at Barrie.. she's doing good so far. SO we don't all have to be crooked cocksuckers to do well in our business. Now think about that ... and have a great day...

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

why am i not posting??? THE FUCKING AUDIO BLOGGER IS STILL OUT DAMMIT...

And I've had no time to type this shit. Even now, I have no time to be writing this post. I watched "Seed of Chucky" and "Get Cool" , which I already saw at the theater. I irritated at life in general. I can't really explain it. Just fucking tired of trying to "do my best" and having ethics and standards for my life. Most people don't. And due to that fact, when I do things for the right reasons,those same folks assume I'm not. Things that others would do for manipulation, personal gain, control, hated or revenge are attributed to me. Some folks in my life assume since they are driven by deception, I must be doing anything I assert myself to do for the same reasons. In other words, sometimes I do things that look like they are based on personal gain or hate. But if they are examined closer, I am sincerely doing things to help someone else. I guess I'm just misunderstood.Ever hear of "situational ethics?" Try today's link. I guess that describes some of my philosophies. I leared a little from the "NLP" folks, a topic I wrote about before. Then add in street sense, a lot of reading, film watching and worthless pop culture knowledge, and then there's the gangsters and the sex business folks. That's where most of my "personality" comes from. Love it or hate it. Anyway I gotta get back to "real life" folks. Think about that one...

Friday, June 03, 2005

This Is Fucking Great....

These women have the right idea...well it's only some photoshop shit but still fun anyway...

Today's news...

Well, looks like audioblogger is not working, which holds me back a bit. Writing posts isn't as easy due to my schedule. Plus I think too fast for my damn writing, which makes my stuff seem to jump around from one place to the next and back again. But I guess I gotta give it a try, at least for the "sake of the blog" stuff...
So what's going on today? Female sex slayer Karla Homolka gets released from the joint today... That's some boring shit. Kinda like the boring ass Micheal Jackson buying himself out of being a child molester trial shit. The best thing I've seen on that trial is a woman on the news trying not to laugh when she was speaking about Jermaine Jackson's kids. Micheal's brother Jermaine Jackson has not one, but two kids by different mothers named "Jermajesty" . Kinda like Michael Jackson named his kids Prince Michael I and II etc...The other thing fucked up about this story is the mother of one of the Jermajestys is by Jermaine and Michael's brother Randy's ex wife...get that one??? OK what happened , Randy Jackson got a divorce, the chick married his brother Jermaine, and had more kids. I think the only honest kid they got is LaToya, (probably named this becuase she was daddy's "sex toy" maybe La-toya is like a semi-French way of putting this) becuase she basically said the dad was fucking all the kids... Let me tell you folks, I've worked in the adult industry long enough to know what's up with these types. I've know hundreds of porn stars, strippers, prostitutes , tricks, johns perverts, swingers, and your every day customers and so called "normal" business people. I've also know many clergy and catholics and people who worked in or went to religeous schools.Then there are the "hollywood" folks I've met. There are patterns of sexual deviency you learn to identify. It makes you an expert of sorts in sexual "attitudes" . There's no doubt in my mind Micheal Jackson is a fucking child molester. Those who defend him , and those who rush to defend him are probably hoping their sins won't be brought out. The same reason hollywood gays like George Clooney aren't outed is the same reason Michael Jackson gets a pass. But what's happened here is this: Notice many of the celeberties that were defending him have backed off? That's becauase at first, those types KNEW he did the stuff he does, but partially sat on their rich asses and justified it by thinking "oh it is the fault of those stupid lower classed parents who let their kids go to neverland", They know he was probably doing the deed, but folks like this tend to justify behaviors of their "peers". Now that he has fucked up more and more, they are backing off, taking the same stance with Micheal they initially did with the parents. They feel he should have gotten the message the first time, and now that he's closer to getting caught it's his fault, and they don't want to endorse him too much because he may go down. Now those other perverts with nothing to lose, like Gary Coleman , for exampe, are outright saying he's innocent as soon as somthing would break in the trial that wouldn't point to his absolute guilt. Like an obvious screwed up flaming faggot actor Mccauley Culkin squirming arount saying Micheal bever touched him. Oh like he's going to go up there and say" Yeah Micheal banged my asshole" ... HE'S A FUCKING ACTOR YOU IDIOTS!!! And just becuase the mom is a gold digging welfare whore doesn't mean she didn't let risk her kid getting ass fucked by Micheal Jackson and it REALLY HAPPENED. There are PLENTY of unfit moms who are users and lawsuit queens who would put their child in a position to get molested for much less. Trust me, I've seen strippers on welfare with kids who date sex offenders just because of the free rent. I'm sure the mom is a piece of shit too. But the kids still got molested, and mom is trying to benefit while probably feeling about 60 % guilty. Micheal Jackson thinks what he does is not wrong, feels no remorse and isn't going to admit it. How many child molesters have you EVER seen who actually think what they did is wrong? Almost none. Watch the trials, read the statements. Most of the time they say they'd do it again. Oh well... The stupidest thing about this trial is the black racist websites saying "it's all a conspiracy to take Micheal Jackson's music catolog" The same sites say Reverend Al Sharpton was filmed doing a drug deal and the film released after he defended Jackson. Yeah nothing was going on in Sharpton's life then- oh yeah wasn't he running for president back then? Dumbasses - the democrats were just trying to shut him up at the time. The same site also says white people murdered Bill Cosby's son because he wanted to buy NBC at the time. OK well explain why now Cosby is being hit with a sex scandal RIGHT AFTER HE PUT DOWN THE BLACKS NOT RAISING THEIR KIDS AND LIVING OFF THE GOVERNMENT AND HAVING A SENSE OF ENTITLEMENT? WHo would benefit form folks tearing down a black guy telling blacks to lay off drugs and raise their kids? NOT WHITE FOLKS... maybe the rap music industry did it. I for one am sick of the lying ass society where RICH BLACK men can kill their wives and molest kids and get away with it, partially due to THE COLOR OF THEIR SKIN and THE COLOR OF THEIR MONEY...(even though Micheal Jackson is not technically black, but he get the black support). Just remember this- a guy who made a career out of grabbing his crotch is now going to try to play himself off as some innocent asexual being. "Michael doesn't think in sexual terms like other people " YEAH RIGHT . I just hope someday the truth is found out - not the black racist truth which says no matter what evil a black man does if he has power and wealth the black community must be behind him becuase he's another asset in the "war against the white devils"...NOW THINK ABOUT THAT, OR BE IGNORANT AND DON'T...