X Mas Eve...

Seems like we did Christmas early this year. The kids all opened their stuff early. The "last minute shopping" was ended by the ice and snow shit. Everyone eneded up staying home instead of traveling anywhere. This has been a weird Christmas. Yesterday i walked down the railroad tracks and bought a 40 lb bag of salt and some de-icer at Lowe's. Climbed over the hill and almost busted my ass getting back. So I feel like a boring old married guy today. I hate being single. But sometimes I think when you get married you lose some of that "appeal" you had to your wife when you were a single man. Single men still have the "challenge" factor women seem to want. When they got you, well they got you. Then you have like 100 single guys a day eyeballing your wife and sizing you up as a chump while you deal with kids. When I was growing up, a married woman was off limits. Nowdays as soon as you're 10 feet away from hearing distance, every brother and white guy who wants to be a "playa" (this is all adopted from ghetto culture, don't tell me it isn't becuase words like "pimp" "playa" etc. all come from where?)is trying to find an excuse to approach your woman. And guess what you look like if you say anything? An insecure, jealous nutcase of a lesser man. These guys have this discovery channel "biggest deer on the range" attitude. Marriage means nothing to preditory males. And they think guys like me should quit whining and accept that there are "playas" and there are "chumps like me". But I'm no ordinary white married guy. I've been through a lot of shit. I've been through violence and I can dish it out if I want to. I got ballbats in the trunk , two or more handguns on me and usally some knives, brass knuckles or other assorted weaponry if I ever have one of these shitbags try to punk me out in front of my wife. And don't tell me weapons aren't "fair" or make me a "punk", because to me fucking with a married woman all the time is the real bitch shit. I took vows before God, and I pay the bills. To me this is just some asshole who doesn't have the balls or the sense to be more than a horny animal and can't commit because they don't want any responsibility. Pay my bills asshole, deal with all the bad moods and other baggage men who are married have to deal with. Nothing is life is free and neither should be fucking some married woman. I love my wife. And any man who tries to "spit game" will suffer , if I have to be fucking locked up or get the fucking death penalty this time, I will NEVER let another man come between me and my wife. My first wife was a junkie and another man got her pregnant while we were married. A little dick scrawny little bitch of a man who hides behind women. I heard her discussing with her "friend" on the phone how his penis was smaller than mine but he had a new house and she'd have somewhere to stay. She always called "carry out" from Africa whenever she wanted some dick anyway. Their relationship didn't last and she soon was knocked up by another man during their relationship. Good riddance. How much of her attitude towards me and life and drugs was fueled by other men trying to "spit game"? Every damn bit of it. Every marriage has weak points. Nowdays every weak point or bad time in a marriage is exploited by oppourtunists at a woman's work, out shopping, etc. and it makes me fucking sick. You get into a fight, wife goes to the factory with 20 somthing players and bullshitters trying to ask her "what's up " and throw on the ghetto charm to make her smile. No one can resist a brother being cute can they? You know that "Will Smith" "I'm black but not ghetto, I'm just black enough to be charming" shit. Why do today's women fall for this shit? Too damn much televison. White guy is always the bad guy. White woman and black man are the "victims" of the evil white male empire. I love women and mothers and even have understanding for women who are prostitutes , drug addicted etc. My compassion for women had been greatly exploited. I have "helped" so many people in my life but I soon realized the point in which these people don't really want help. These people eventually see me as the "enemy" and go back to the other "victims" . Who has the most drug dealers ? Yeah yeah I know every race sell drugs. But who does it better than anyone? And most white people who sell drugs well use the "ghetto business model". Like I said before, being a straight decent black male would have to suck when it comes to getting ladies. My nephew is sitting here as we speak watching a damn video saying "I need a soldier" while a black dude is rubbing on a big assed black girl's pregnant buldge. "You gotta be street" it says. Then there are these dirty, poc marked crack head looking brothers in sagging clothes groping all over the women. If you guys think I'm crazy or racist, don't judge me. Just sit back and watch BET for a while. Who knows. You may even get some today. Now think about that...

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