Thursday, December 23, 2004

Ever Not Know Who You Can Trust?

Got a lot of stress going on right now. Mostly from people who are using their situation to keep me in my "place". Ever have people who have a position of control over a certain aspect of your life use it to the fullest, all while acting as if they are wiser and "all knowing" ? Any crooked , underhanded backstabbing thing they do is totally justified. People will take their side simply because they have somthing they want. Not only do those people take their side , but they scoff at those being done wrong by this person and create divine justifications and higher reasoning that is usally even more insane than the person who committed the "fuck over". Kind of like the old argument "He has more money that you do so he must be right." Osama Bin Lauden, Saddam and gay porn star Jeff Stryker all make more than me. Are they right? And funny how Saddam is all the sudden a "madman" , bet he was as "benevolent ,intellegent man" to the same people when he still had cash. It has nothing to do with intellegence folks. Funny how when I was "in power" everyone had a right to voice their opinions without fear of being fired. Because I was a "real" person, I was actually looked at as less of a boss. I didn't operate with fear. I offered full explainations of my actions (which to modern thinking idiots are called "excuses" ) unless my actions had to be kept secret until the act was done. I have discovered in the "business" world, those who try to rule without trickery and lies are looked at as liars and excuse makers. Those who lie and tell you what you want to hear always get some type of pass from the masses. Time will tell what happens here in my life. Every time I try to move back up, somthing happens. I do know one thing. Time is running out for those who fuck around with my life. I may have some problems. But if I lose any more due to these types , things will never be the same for them either. A few years a go I was laughed at for telling folks not to underestimate a guy they thought of as "stupid". The "stupid" man had us shut down and more than one way almost cost the business. I was the only one who knew how bad it could get. Now wonder what a "not stupid" guy like me can pull off? Too many people think they are above others simply because of minor finacial differences. Having money doesn't make you smart. I witnessed many a millionare taken to the cleaners by a cute little white trash moron of a stripper. A rich powerful man can be brought down to the level of a little crying child by the right woman. Now think about that...