Guess what?

I'm another year older today. Great. Nothing like having a week where you had two job offers you turned down , and one offer to buy back into your old successful business you can't afford to take. So today I gotta wake up , one more step towards 40, and realise that I haven't quite made it yet. I mean make it back to where I was 5 years ago finacially. Starting over sucks. But hey I got a great wife and a roof over my head. And I don't blame Bush for my troubles. If I had to blame anything I'd have to blame society's love for drug abuse, which was ushered in by the 60's and beyond. I had too many people I was in business with over the years who were totally drug free start "chipping" and that's where my having to part ways with them started. Why did many of them start? To get women. It's lonley out here if you don't use drugs. Many good looking, successful guys I know around here couldn't get a date to save their lives unless they "hooked up" with somthing. Even "good girls" want "bad boys". You know how many drug dealers I know who has drug free wives or "main girls" at home who take care of the kids, house , and them? Meanwhile their man is out fucking everything that moves, and never gets accused of lying. I remember running into my ex wife's drug dealer at the mall. He and his wife (who was always well dressed) would get manicures together. I remember him saying " Don't you just love how them little ass Asian bitches work on your feet?" Like Asian women were born to "serve" him.Funny thing is his wife's never touched drugs, and lookes at him like a god.Always got that extra cash, always got plenty of time at home with the kids. My ex was clean at the time. He slipped her a number somehow that day at the nail place. We couldn't have walked out, she was getting nails done. She thought she could resist the temptation. The drug dealer and his wife are still together today. Live in a bigger house than mine, drive newer cars. Kids go to private school. Can't have the kids going to school with all the public school drugs, you know. He lives in an area my father's company wires houses in I can't afford. He has this message on his voice mail. It says "You'ved reached B, I'm sorry I can't take your call right now but leave me a message and I'll call back. And have a God blessed day." Funny thing is , if he went to prison tomorrow, his wife would stand behind him and blame it on the "haters" , the "white man" , everyone but him. But I ever blame any of my troubles on other's drug addictions I'm told " It's not the drugs man!" Maybe I should blame guns or Bush. Well this drug dealer doesn't beleive in guns anymore. He pulled one on me once. Those of you who live here know the rest of the story. Anyway regardless of the limp this man has nowdays, he's still happily married and Oh yeah, he takes food stamps. Thanks for the programs, liberals. We all deserve the right to enjoy exotic recreational drugs regardless of income. Meanwhile I got a divorce from a person who bought all the liberal lies, (thank God) and nowdays I'm married to an Asian woman who doesn't do feet. When I woke up this morning and saw my wife, I thought, " Who needs another fucking club anyway." I will come back , pick myslef up, no matter who is president and no matter who tries to use drugs as their "god". And I got a damn good right as a human being to call a spade a spade, and say that all these people using drugs are fucking it up for those of us who have to be reponsible enough to run things. A lot of these liberals LOVE drugs, and never blame them for any problems. But they blame a man in a fucking white house for every other problem. Look at yourselves for once. I look at myself all the time. And I know I did everyhting in my power to do things right, and when people who affected my business started using drugs I did everything to be there for that person and it didn't work. Some of my friends are now clean again. There is hope . Just gotta get that hope from each other . A president cannot give you that kind of hope for tomorow, that's up to us and those close to us. Wake up. Happy birthday to me...

posted by anthonygrieco @ 2:57 AM Comments: 3